Every single one of us is looking for some sort of change in our lives right now at this moment…
Most have made New Years resolutions that we have already tried for 20 years in a row, which last on an average of 2-3 weeks, and then we spend the rest of the year shaming ourselves for not being the person we truly deeply want to be in this life!
If we are not shaming or blaming ourselves for not succeeding in “creating our own realities”…..we flip and shame and blame the world or other people for our own deep feelings of inconsistency and incompleteness that we deal with…while putting on a smile or a fake it til we make it attitude in hopes that noone knows how truly effed up we think we are inside!
To boot…. we complain more than we celebrate our blessings…
Humans just love to make problems for ourselves, which then create holes in our hearts that become the emptiness that we feel!
And then instead of being brave enough to dare to speak up, standup, honor ourselves and others around us…instead of finding solutions….
Humans will then create problems and disharmony within to have “proof” in the mind that the original holes are still leaking!
Why? Because it gives us excuses or reasons why we absolutely cannot move forward in our lives (it gives us that grand story to tell others why we could never be whole again!)….
So every day, you pray to God (whoever you pray to) to please fill these holes and voids in with higher power….
Although your prayers are being answered and you are being filled with so much love and light from the Universe…
You absolutely cannot feel it…. you don’t see it….you deny it!!
Because like a bucket with holes in it…..the love and strength and heavenly (div8ne) intellegence that is being sent to you is leaking out…pouring out….. missing the mark!
Until you actually bravely decide that you want to intentionally patch up the holes…
The more you complain or blame and shame yourself and others ….. the bigger the holes and voids get!
Until you have the strength and courage to admit the ways you have been doing things hasn’t worked up to this point…
Until you expose yourself to your deepest darkest fears and allow yourself to process the causes, reasons, and emotions that are keeping you in a cage…
You will remain disappointed with life and disconnected from actually living!
You will remain in jobs that you hate, just to get by…
You will stay in relationships that are not fullfilling just to feel like you have some sort of stability (even though the opposite is true)…
You will remain idle… never manifesting what you truly want.
You can do all the spiritual hokey pokey you want…
You can spend all the money in the world…
But until you fill those holes in… you will continue to leak and spill your bad juju on others (knowingly or unknowingly)….
So today… can we please just take the time to understand our holes and voids and how to fill them!
Here’s some tips on how I began to fill them to get where I am today (not perfect…but my life has become so much simpler because I do not stew over things that I cannot control..I do not live in fear of what might or might not happen anymore)
1) sit with yourself in silence and allow yourself to feel the holes and voids..leaks
2) be brave and allow yourself to connect with the emotions that come up with the leaks.
3) envision yourself bringing love, understanding, excitement, happiness in to patch up your holes. (Human emotion is one of the things we have complete control over and we can ignite a spark of forgiveness at any given moment we choose to!)
4) think about the positive change that will easily come to your life and your family…your children if you have them if you patched up the hole by letting it be done and over with!
5) create a new way of positive passion instead of negative obsession
6) If for any reason, you are feeling like you will not be able to do any of these steps or your not ready to patch a particular hole yet… that’s fine tell yourself you accept that you cannot at this time..do not shame yourself…however at least make a deal with yourself that you promise to stop talking about it (stop complaining about it)
7) make a new habit of co creating positive choices with the universe… let everything you do going forward be done through your spirit…not your mind.
8) End with a prayer…
Dear Father Mother God…. every particle in this great Universe and to myself… I am absolutely comitted to do my best to patch these leaks, to make change…to accept what I cannot change. From this moment forward I will push forth into a new life where I truly commit to change what I can. I am ready to make a change in my life and the power of the Universe is with me, in me and through me…its Gods will…its what I always wanted anyway….happiness…abundance…I am just now finally allowing it to come forward!
If anything shall step in the way..please give me the clarity to help me dismantle any object in front of me!
God….I am finally prepared to live like a master instead of like a victim…for the highest good of myself and all of Humanity..and so it is!